Gay and getting older - by Moz
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Gay and getting older
By Moz
When I was a twink it never occurred to me that life would improve as the years rolled by. Back then I thought anyone over 30 was ancient and well past their sell by date. That said, I wasn’t exactly happy with my body or looks back then; far too skinny and embarrassed about being seen with my shirt off let alone naked! As for my dick, well it was never something that would garner envy. I think we rarely appreciate what we had in our youth due to lack the experience and maturity.
When I look at pics of me in my teens now I just think - ‘you stupid boy’, you didn’t look as bad as you thought.'
I continued with my lack of body confidence and looks well into my 40’s. I had been to Greece many times before and been to the same clothing optional gay beach but never dared to drop my trunks. Over that time I envied the confidence of the guys that were naked who seemed so comfortable with their bodies, whether old, young, fat, thin, small or massive cocks.
I must have been about 45 when I just thought fuck it and, on that beach in Greece, went fully naked for the first time. I’m not exaggerating in saying it was a life changing experience. I had eventually come to accept my looks and body for what they were. Certainly not an Adonis but just someone quite ordinary among other naked guys who felt the same.
As the years progressed my confidence and comfort with myself increased and, along with that, my happiness. Accepting and appreciating what I have and not envying the bodies and looks of porn stars and models and the general media propaganda of what the ideal man should look like. Let’s face it, there are very few of us that will ever grace the cover of GQ.
Now I’m 65 and totally content. Sure, bits of me are starting to sag and my face has more lines than an AA map but, hey-ho, that’s the way I am. There’s no way I want to, or could, conform to the mass media perception of male beauty.
I suppose now I’m older, and probably no wiser, my advice is to anyone reading this is to enjoy and appreciate everything you have. Whether you’re young, old, fat, thin, small or massive cock. You are what you are and don’t be like me, wasting all those years feeling ashamed and embarrassed.
Don’t let others judge and, above all, don’t judge yourself. I know this sounds corny but, in the words of a very old song, everyone is beautiful in their own way.
Take care and keep your pecker up
Moz
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An unexpected job on the south coast necessitated an overnight stay in a hotel.
I had never stayed in this area before so just booked what looked half-decent and
left it at that. The day arrived and I travelled to the Charleston Hotel arriving at 5pm, I
knew that the evening meal was at 6-30 so the timing was perfect. On arrival I was
met by Jack who welcomed me warmly, offered me a coffee and we sat and chatted,
suddenly I was shocked to see a guy walk into the room stark naked !! He said
“hello, how are ya”, I gulped and said “fine”. He grabbed a beer from the fridge and
left the room. I think that Jack picked up on my shock and explained that the hotel
was a Gay retreat and guests usually were naked. I said, ok and finished my coffee.
As I got to my room I noticed another guy walk past and this time I noticed he was
sporting a very healthy erection, I glanced, he looked at me and smiled saying
“welcome to the mad-house. I entered my room and shut the door. FUCK I thought
what have I done,but part of me was intrigued. I decided to have a shower before
supper and noticed the bathroom had a lovely walk-in shower. Stripping off and
walking into the bathroom, I suddenly realised that my cock was rock hard and
throbbing!!!. The shower was lovely, colder than I would normally enjoy which
helped my cock to revert to normal!!! As I left the shower I was drying myself off
when I became aware of the bedroom door being opened with a key. I swiftly
wrapped my towel around me as a guy walked into the room, not naked but wearing
a pair of white boxer shorts. “Hello” he said “my name is Matt, I think we are sharing
this room” I glanced again around the room and realised there were two single beds
but pushed together” , I just said oh ok !! Matt then said to me “you weren’t
expecting this at the hotel were you” I told him no, he said “neither was I to be frank”
we both laughed. “Anyway said Matt its cheap so make the most of it” we both
laughed. I turned and put on a pair of underpants aware that Matt was watching me.
“So said Matt, are you gay, bi or straight” I answered that I always considered myself
straight but over the years I have had feelings towards guys” , Matt said “yeah, me
too that’s why I came here, I had heard that it was a good place for guys to stay who
maybe wanted to explore their sexuality”
So, I told him that I thought supper was in about an hour so maybe I would take a
nap. Lying on the bed I was aware of Matt on the bed next to me and he was
fumbling in his boxers and turned to me and smiled. Without a second thought he
took his cock out of his pants and started wanking !! “Hope ya don’t mind” he said
“but I am horny as fuck” , I replied no problem and lay down with my eyes semi
closed watching his wanking his cock. I was tired after the journey and felt I was
gonna nod off. Matt said “why don’t you take ya pants off get some fresh air to ya
cock” I looked at hm and smiled sliding down my pants, to say I had an erection was
an understatement, I think there was so much blood in my cock I was surprised I
didn’t pass out. “Nice cock” said Matt, I wish I was cut like you, much cleaner and
more healthy. I told him it never occurred to me and lay on my said, Matt said “nite
nite”. Next thing I knew I awoke to a strange but familiar feeling (I was married after
all) of my cock being touched.
I glanced down and saw Matt licking the end of my hard cock looking up smiling at
me, “your pre-cum tastes amazing” said Matt, he then put his mouth deeper into his
mouth and sucked very softly. This was an amazing situation as I lie then with a guy
sucking my cock, I glanced down and saw his cock which was not hard lying on his
leg. Matt looked up and said “shall I turn around”, I replied how do you mean? He
then turned around and his cock was soft and less than two feet from my face, he
looked up again and smiled. “have you ever sucked a cock before” he asked, I
answered No. He smiled and said, “well you know how you like your cock sucking,
just do that” I smiled, reached out and took his cock in my hand bringing it nearer to
my mouth, I could feel it stiffening slightly as I popped it into my mouth and sucked,
Matt reached down and pulled his foreskin back and I sucked some more, it tasted
salty in a nice way and was now fully seven inches as I continued sucking. We were
now both sucking feverishly and Matt occasionally groaned and gasped. “Ya gonna
make me come”, he said. It had not occurred to me that a guy was gonna shoot his
load in my mouth, what do I do, take it out before he comes and spit out what he
shoots or swallow the lot. I knew that my wife liked to swallow my come although she
had offered to share it many times. I had this quandary going through my head when
I became aware that I was close to coming. I am gonna come I said to Matt, “let me
have it” he said and started sucking me hard. I was now very close that I groaned “I
am gonna come”, with that I felt my cock throb as I unloaded a days come into his
mouth. The day I left home, I fucked my wife doggy in the kitchen before I left.
Suddenly I was aware of a warm salty feeling in my mouth and It seemed to be
squirting, Oh my God Matt was shooting a huge load into my mouth. He groaned as
did I as I was aware of my sensitive bell-end being sucked.
All of a sudden, I was aware of clapping behind me as I turned and saw a group of
guys in the doorway all wanking big cocks. Matts come was seeping out of the
corner of my mouth when one of the guys came over and said “give me a kiss sexy”
he then began snogging me using his tongue to scoop Matts come out of my mouth.
I was shocked and surprised that I was doing this and doing it to an audience. The
guy who was kissig me then stopped and put his arms around me, “kneel on the bed
he said”, I didn’t question it, and glanced to see his cock was proudly erect, it wasn’t
huge maybe five inches. He scooped some come out of his mouth and smeared it
down the crease of my arse “are you gonna fuck me” I said. He smiled and just slid
into my hole and began fucking me. Shit I thought I have just lost my cherry and I felt
him fucking me……..this was gonna be an interesting stay at the Charleston Hotel.
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