a conversation

By John bellamy

'Can I ask you a question ?'

'Of course you can, always.' 'Why do you allow such atrocities to happen on Earth when you have the power to stop it'

'When a parent shows the guidelines and rules to their children, they do not follow them everywhere and keep an eye on them, they trust that they will adhere to the rules and guidelines you have offered and stay safe, and if they do not, then they will learn the hard way, that you were right.'

'But mass starvation and war - girls being raped by old men and so much death and destruction at the hands of crazy men, can't you stop this '

'And what will you learn from the experience if I do ? Probably nothing , as all you will learn is that if you mess it up, I will come to your aid every time and make things right and you will be right back at the same place again in the future asking the exact same thing, because you didn't learn. By NOT helping you in the manner in which you expect - you have to take responsibility and clean up the mess you made yourselves, and that leads to learning.'

'Naturally, I actually DO help you in all ways, it's just more subtle and inwards, as I guide you in everything you do but you - all too often - do not listen and go about things the way you consider to be correct and ignore me talking to you from within - that inner voice - that gut feeling -that angel on your shoulder - and you go off and do it all your way as you don't think I can know what I am talking about and how you know better - and where does that lead you ?

'Right back here again ?'

'Correct.'

'If you hand over to me all the things you fear, worry about, scared off and - well, every aspect of your lives, I will always support, nurture and guide you to be and to do the very best that you can,- in order for you to be happy. In order for you to be sucessful. In order for you to grow and evolve. '

'And we have to pray and worship in return ?'

'Absolutely not. I do not want your worship. I do not desire your love. I do not wish anything for you that you do not wish for yourselves and anything and everything you could possibly desire, need and want - is available for you - you just have to ask and pay attention to how it is given as it WILL be given, you just have to pay attention and see it for how and what it is that is given.

You may ask for a cup of tea.

No tea is forthcoming and you search and find a coke.

You drink it and prefer the coke.

'You start drinking coke instead of tea and complain that I never gave you the tea you wished for, yet I have answered by giving you something different to what you requested as I knew what is actually good for you - and I knew you would prefer the coke, so while you say I never listen and never give you what you ask, I actually have listened and have brought forth what you asked, but you don't always accept it. You have a choice, listen or ignore. most the time, you choose to ignore and then say I am not there for you and am not helping, when I am, 100% of the time, but sadly, you are not. You rarely listen to me and you rarely follow that inner guidance and then wonder why it goes tits up'.

'And even when it does go tits up, I AM STILL here with you offering guidance and help, even at your lowest I am there with you, and it does seem that you only turn to me at those low times, those in need times, those moments of anguish and fear and you rarely speak to me in the good times. Yet I am still here for you throughout it all.'

'Of courcse you are actually never in need of anything, as everything you could possibly ' need ' is offered and supplied, yet you want more, bigger, harder, deeper, and that may not be to your best interest and so will not be forthcoming and you once again complain I never gave you the lottery numbers to become rich, when I know it would destroy you and your family - and while you complain I was not there for you, when the fact is, I was - more than you know - and not just in this moment in time, but in your past, your present and your future self as well. You forget, I know and I see, everything.'

'I am surprised to hear you use expressions like ; tits up' and rude words.'

'Who do you think gave you those words ? Do you think some naughty words are supplied by the Devil and not myself ? Do you think something ' gets past my attention ' and I miss some things ? Do you think I am offended ?'

'Not going to happen as there is nothing but me, no Devil or Satan as you perceive them to be - No evil place like Hell as this is just a construct of your own fearful imagination brought about by men claiming to be doing My work and yet not at all, but making themselves seem important and a switchboard between man and myself, when the truth is you do not need a switchboard to talk with me, and the church is redundant - as I am here for you - always - you just need to speak to me and listen to the answers.'

'You make it sound so easy.'

'It is easy, you complicate everything you ever do - you fear - you worry - you doubt - your trust has gone. Too many misguided men trying to offer a journey to myself though their church or temple. They claim to be able to guide you when these men are all too often lost themselves, - and through the power their various church's has given them, will inflict mayhem on those who do not believe, do not follow and do not listen to what they say and millions have been damned in this fashion and more wrong doing has been inflicted on the human psyche - by your own negative actions, than ever a Devil or a Satan could have done, as you do it all to yourselves. You are your own Satans and your own worst enemies.

Then you blame me '

'I see, yes, that's true, we really are children running around in the park ignoring partental advice , aren't we ?'

' You are growing and you are evolving and things are only as they are as a way for you to learn. Everything that faces you is a way to learn. It just never seems obvious to you at the time and the expression ' with hindsight' is very true as once you see the results, you then wonder why you ever doubted.'

'Your modern aspect of being woke and everyone has a different pronoun is just your way of seperation and divide. Community is lost. Family is lost. Trust is lost. Many are seeking solace with like minded individuals as a way of feeling good about themselves by being part of a ' group' who share similar interests, and you add to the seperation of your self and your soul by shutting others out and denying the aspect that you are all the same, regardless of colour, beliefs or sexuality - and I am going to say that again, YOU ARE ALL THE SAME - and to add to that - not only are you ALL THE SAME, but YOU ARE ALL EQUALLY LOVED BY MYSELF - TOTALLY AND EQUALLY. UNCONDITIONALLY.'

'The Jews would have us believe they are the chosen race.'

'Listen to my words. YOU ARE ALL MY CHOSEN CHILDREN and I love and care for every single one of you equally. No one is above another, believer or non bveliever, good person and even the bad persons as - I do not judge - you do - so in my world, everyone is treated the same with love and compassion.'

'So what have you learned today ?'

'I have learned to trust my inner voice as that is you guiding me. I have learned that mankind has a long way to go but is only really very simple if we just hand over ourconcerns and worries to you and that you will always be there fr us. We may not get the answers we want, but we will get the nswers that will help, even if - to us - it may not seem that way at the time. I have learned that there is no satan, the church is manipulation and that the only true love - comes when I look within and fin the God - within - as that is where God lives and not in the clouds or in some place called heaven. God is alive and well and living as part of a community of over 7 billion and that if we listen, life can be so blissful. If only we trusted and listened more.'

'Thankyou for joining with me today, I look forward to our next conversation.'

'Please remember, you are never alone, never deserted and never abandoned, ever. Speak to me, I am always here for you.'

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21 & 22 / 06/2025

John Bellamy

Your input about this piece is welcome. I do enjoy when we correspond and discuss and find new ways to accept through mutual 'coming together' and seeing the way forward together.

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